another lesson learnt.

i feeel stupid to the max.
or rather, i wasnt smart to begin with.

... all the time, i thought everything in this world is like that simple.
either black or white. no one ever tell me that... there are grey areas. and whenever i met with setbacks in life, i often.. just hide and cry in a corner.

sometimes, i cry out loud infront of ppl i trust and ppl i love.
but today, no i never cry. no one know that i am upset.. i didnt show it at all. it's one of those moments that 'i dont wana anyone know that i am upset because the reason i STUPID'.

.. because i feel stupid. fucking dumb.

but today, i didnt allow myself to drop a single tear.
not even as i'm typing. it's not worth crying over stupid ppl and naive(dumb) me.

let it be a lesson learnt.
not to trust anyone that much.